well vicki another year is here.got to go through it without you.i don,t know how i,m getting through all this as some time,s i ask myself is it worth being here.i know it,s not fair to all those around me but they have no idea of how i feel and how empty my life is.there does,nt seem to be a way to get passed this feeling that i feel,and i don,t think i ever will.i,m told to move on but i can,t.love you and miss you your everloving mum.xxxxxx